ADAGIO (2013)
You don’t know what you’re doing
You don‘t know what you’re doing
you don’t know what you’re doing
the dreams you feel ideal are disillusions, unreal
they’re not worth the deadness you’ve been living lately
I know things aren’t alright
things just really aren’t allright
and I’ve seen it all before
and I know that the fault’s hers
You don’t know what you’re doing
You don’t know what you’re doing
The world you fear is near
it’s not all beautiful dear
your world is not like anything out here, its worse baby
I know things aren’t alright
things just really aren’t alright
and I’ve seen it all before
and I know that no fault ‘s hers
Nothing to say
Can anybody hear me call
can anybody hear me call
I’ve got nothing to say
love won’t help us now we’re screwed anyway
to sum it up
Can you hear the world’s pulse in you
a wholeness of all is in you
if you have nothing to say
please don’t waste silence saying it anyway
No one should close the door but me
no one should close the door behind me but me
All that’s inside you has been away, I see it now the good in all
all that’s inside you has been away, I see it now the good in all
There’s something very wrong
something is awfully wrong
if we have nothing to do but rape it all, unleashed and live in love consumed
forget it all
No one should close the door but me
no one should close the door behind me but me
All that’s inside you has been away, I see it now the good in all
all that’s inside you has been away, I see it now the good in all
B.T.G.T.K. no poem
I’ve lost myself too many times
I’ll keep myself here for a while
where life is anywhere but now
and your eyes bring love around
Skin on fire
Her skin is like fire
her breath is like sleep
her home is my illusion
where it’s safe for me
Her eyes make me tumble
when she sees through me
and her love is no delusion
but a hearts treasury
And I have nowhere to stay and nothing to live for
if not the beauty of hers is all around of my world
I’m a slave to this woman
lust will never dry out
I’m her biggest consumer
in the darkest night
I love her somehow
her life flows through me
there’s no pain in motion
no treachery
And if there’s nothing to change
if nothing’s gonna change for us
In the nowhere of worlds the end is in need of her touch
Like arts are religion
her alive is a dream
there are no true conclusions
when she’s here with me
Her love is like an ocean
and the sky is all I see
don’t go anywhere
without me
Corruption
I was troubled today and nothing could release me
I had this moment, you know, where life shows you it’s happening now
I woke a little late and a look on her face was changing
I know she knew what it was, but was clever and didn’t say a thing
I have always been born to make a difference and take big decisions
but if you want someone to win you’ll have to want someone to loose
I did what I could but the enzymes changed and
insanity comes and off you walk
Mind what you do cause you wouldn’t do it if it wasn’t for us
I got lost in myself and I tried to think of what I’ve been doing
it’s getting more difficult changing the world
I wipe myself clean, today I build a shed for my treason
to me money’s no reason: only is to those who need them
I know what I’ve done, but I can’t spend time judging my wrongs
I’ll never be one you, you’re just words and numbers to me too
Mind what you do cause you wouldn’t do it if it wasn’t for us
Beauty hides in everyone
All was mine left behind time
moments became old
attempting to fall in love in it all
I leave things I haven’t told
Beauty hides in anyone
beauty hides in anyone who wears a mask
I must throw and we must throw
throw ourselves away
to be of help to anybody else
trust is all I want
Beauty hides in anyone
beauty hides in anyone who wears a mask
Time is running out before
I find time to do some more
time is running out before
I find time to do some more
No morning comes
I long for someone like you
someone to pull my heart through
the endless desert of love
you make it blossom
when passing time catches you
when passing time passes you
and passing time in your soul makes you anyone
Why won’t anyone come, why won’t anyone come back
Im gonna make it up to you
no need for it to be like this
and if I don’t learn from my love to you no morning comes as dead as this
dead as this
we both know when it’s over
I hope to get you closer now
I will be ready won’t I?
I will be ready won’t I?
My love’s an image of you
a lying dream push me through
prolific pastures of arts
you’ve made to blossom
When passing time catches you
when passing time passes you
and passing time brings your soul into the Everyone
Why won’t anyone come, why won’t anyone come back
Im gonna make it up to you
no need for it to be like this
and if I don’t learn from my love to you no morning comes as dead as this
dead as this
we both know when it’s over
I hope to get you closer now
I will be ready won’t I?
I will be ready won’t I?
Signpost
Signpost tells of more to come
in the decorating sun
jangle must commend the raw
will you make it like you’ve made it, make it like you’ve made it before?
This chair is unstable
the softness of the seat makes love kill poetry
there’s someone behind me
whatever it might be my life’s the resumé
Mr.Pamphlet buying clues
tries one old, tries one new
knows his ways of loving you
his eyes are cold, his heart is huge
Love gives trust from reasons cut
scenes performed in jungle lust
print the pain and measure blaim
this chair floats on a universal breeze
this chair floats on a universal breeze
Is someone behind me
whoever they might be, they’re my loves resumé
I left someone to love someone
I want someone to want someone
I need someone to need someone
I’ll love someone, I’ll love someone
End of the future
(Instrumental)
UNDER THE NEW MORNING SUN (2010)
Under the new morning sun
Just here to catch another morning sun
been so far from where I wanted to be beyond
I run to get closer too
the stress is if you can catch it son
there will always be someone
after you
the more I think the more it gets me
I should have helped you when it strangled you
now I prefer the moon
it leaves us where I want us to be
there will always be someone
after you
the more we change, the more I’m scared of what’s done
we brought it all out and left it in the sun
there will always be someone after you
can’t you hear the sun scream
Don’t help me up
Don’t help me up I took it too far, I wanna stay here
don’t want to be judged, isn’t it fair enough when life’s coming too near?
leave it to the judging ones, I know their truths and how they add some
I won’t leave a tear I’m driven by fear and I’ve felt too much
I’ve lost my trail, life’s got me on pro bail and and I’m loosing touch
the world embrace another son, he left his truth with his income
no one can force me
no one can force me
and when you’re happy you don’t really need me
I won’t leave a tear, I’m driven by fear and I have felt enough
I’ve lost my trail, life’s sent me on pro bail and I’m loosing touch
the world reflects before the sun, it seeks for truths when there are none
anyone can do this to anyone
no one can force me
no one can force me
and when you’re happy you don’t really need me
Cutting your fucking heart out
(Instrumental)
I’ll take you away
I’ll take you away from the country now that you are ready to
leave our pasts to see who we might be years from now and how
we look for the same things where triangles fall from the sky
is a place to stay, is a place to stay
I won’t sleep anymore like before, when with you I don’t have to
just a place to stay would be okay, if you do want me too
till it’s over, till it’s over
by time we choose to, we’ve had enough
I loose you when we talk
I´ll take you away from the country now that you have lost it too
While the bombs fell from the bluest sky
Today went away like another
I chilled in the sun and a nap brought me beyond
while the fathers went away to save their sons
today went away like another
Life is up to you
Why do things not always seem to get better
she changes her colors to one
I give up, I give up, again and again
and loose her completely
do we either loose ourselves or get fatter?
do decisions emerge from the heart?
in and out of a cloud
love is the big one and I lost it completely
why don’t you know what to do when it’s up to you?
we could be better if we stayed together
but we had make everything wrong
sigh tomorrow again and miss her completely
good, goodbye
Love will again disappear
Scary beasts are everywhere
bring your fate and cut your share
all your lies make a masterpiece
a world so endless sinister
I tossed my waste into orbit here
love will again might disappear
I asked the question if she wanted to stay
Of the few with unsheltered opinions
priests in bars break their knees repenting
you ask me which part of you I like the most
I like it all baby, I like it all baby
She’s a bat in a dark cave, she looks so good it almost scares me
with her smile went everything from dead bone to happily within
supposed to mean something
I will be another one, left and robbed my heart through beauty’s loins
but I’ll risk that before I’m dead and gone
Of the few with unsheltered opinions
priests in bars break their knees repenting
you ask me which part of you I like the most
I like it all baby, I only want you baby
Astronomers of the heart
I’d search through anything for anything to end somewhere
drink clouds through a sun ray with my eyes in the sun elsewhere
two places at once is more than I should try to hide behind in my mind
I’d go through anything for anything to end somewhere
read ‘Heartaches and Pleasures’ by old french professors’ young au pair
“nous sommes tous à la recherche du temps perdu cacher” somewhere behind
Scott’s singing “Angels of Ashes” we’re sharing that moment
a piano of souls play out our unmet goals time- and formless
I greet the sound of the world, when it blows through my forehead
The world falls into a deep sleep
(Instrumental)